Karin and I went to 3rd service today. I've been to 2 or 3 of these. This was her first. She turned to me last night, and gave me one of those looks. You know the kind someone gives you and you know you're going to agree to whatever they say. All she wanted was to sleep in this morning and have breakfast with me. How do you say no to that? Why would you say no to that? Anyway, we had a great morning.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Authenticity
Karin and I went to 3rd service today. I've been to 2 or 3 of these. This was her first. She turned to me last night, and gave me one of those looks. You know the kind someone gives you and you know you're going to agree to whatever they say. All she wanted was to sleep in this morning and have breakfast with me. How do you say no to that? Why would you say no to that? Anyway, we had a great morning.
Monday, January 4, 2010
New Years...
First off - Happy new year to everyone. I pray that your hearts are more open this year than ever before to who God is, and the wonders of His love. God is so infinitely spectacular, and my pea-sized brain is blown away when I try to fathom His greatness.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Going to the chapel....
Friday, April 10, 2009
Happy Good Friday!
I love Good Friday! Like Pastor Steve says, this is his Christmas. Like a kid gets excited for Christmas, I get excited for Good Friday, 'cuz I know that Sunday's coming, and Jesus won! I hear people say things like, "If your God is going to send me to hell because (of this or that) then I don't want to believe in your God." Or, "My uncle volunteers 4 times a week, works in an orphanage, and is the kindest person in the world. If he's not going to heaven because he doesn't believe in your God, then I don't want to go to your heaven either." I want to say to them that we all are going to hell, because we all have sinned against a holy (pure) God, and the price for that sin is death. It's only because of today and Sunday that we have a chance at heaven.
Recent Fast...
I spent the last 12 days fasting from food. It was a sun-up to sun-up fast; I could eat a breakfast before 9 am, then no food after that the rest of the day. I could drink water, soup broth, or drink pure fruit juice. That was it. People asked me why, and I had several reasons. The first reason was that it was an assignment for class. I probably wouldn’t have been fasting at this time if it weren’t an assignment. I also like to tell them that it’s a willing sacrifice on my part to increase my dependence in God, and to see Him as provider of all I need, and increase my thankfulness toward Him for that! I met a couple friends at Key’s cafĂ© in Lauderdale. I ordered soup and asked for as much broth as possible. The server looked at me funny, and asked why. I explained like I did above, and she looked with a curious face, and said, “That’s gross!” We all chuckled a bit, and I appreciated her response. It made me think of the disciplines that we read about in Whitney’s book, and I believe that her response was perfect for the world I live in today. I know that these disciplines that I aspire to are not considered necessary, appealing, or desirable to today’s culture. I also know that if I continue to strive to build these disciplines in my life that I will instinctively be growing closer and closer to Christ.
Beating Sin... really???
Bill Perkins (in his book When Good Men Are Tempted) talks about the 3 ways to surely fail in your attempt to win the battle against sin, particularly, lust. He talks about overpowering, reforming and starving your sin (lust.) This idea of making your own plan to overcome sin is empty or void of hope. I have tricked myself into thinking that I could beat a certain sin by “willing” it, or by discipline. I have failed every time. Sometimes I’ve been able to hold out for a little longer than other times. But, in the end I’ve always failed. The problem here isn’t just that I’ve sinned again, but now I’ve sinned and have an increasing amount of guilt because I couldn’t hold up my end of the bargain. Perkins talks about how these plans fail us in that we’re not leaning on God; we’re trying to fight these battles on our own. We also fail when we fall into a deep feeling of guilt for turning back to sin. In my own experiences, this has led to 2 paths, one where I just try not to care about the sin anymore, or where I try not to care about the guilt. Neither one is any good. I like what Perkins has to say when he says, “…giving up the fight in your own strength is the first step to victory.” This seems pretty obvious, but seldom realized, or put into action. Like anything, if we take it to God first, let Him lead the way, we’re going to find ourselves better equipped to handle the battles we’ll have with sin along the way. This includes turning to God when we do sin. This, in turn means that we’re turning away from sin. I remember my mom telling me to “lean on God” when I was tempted to do something that wasn’t honoring to God. She said that when she feels temptation in her life, she “leans” on God by saying, “I can’t do this on my own here, God. I need you to take this one for me.” I don’t know if this works every time for her, or not. I know that it hasn’t worked every time for me. I do know, however, that it has worked a lot more than when I tried to muscle my own sin. As tough as I am (and I am pretty tough…) that Satan guy might be a little tougher. Fortunately for me, as tough as Satan is, that God guy is way tougher. As long as I put God on my side, I like my chances…
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Preparing to work for God
Henry & Richard Blackaby write in their book, Spiritual Leadership (in chapter 2) that leadership is about “being”, not “doing.” I love that! I want to “do” that kind of leadership. He also says that God doesn’t stop us from making mistakes, but rather waits until we do and stands ready to redeem us. I see these two teachings as awesome bars to reach for as a “young” leader.
PLEASE share your thoughts... I would love to hear what you think makes a good leader!